Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Scenes from Mexico

Relaxing on the beach
Hanging out with the resort staff
Birthday surprise
Dance troupes and dinners on the beach
Long walks on the beach at night

Cliff-diving
Chichen Itza

Been going non-stop with school and yoga since coming back. Though one thing is becoming clearer and clearer - busyness is crowding out the opportunities for me to serve and love others. As much as I can, I'm going to begin to slow my life down.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Trust and Surrender

Despite missing Mexico like crazy, it's good to be back home. Have a lot of thoughts and ideas swirling around in my head and a few potentionally life impacting decisions to pray over. 

This morning as I was flowing and grooving in my yoga practice (not difficult to do when the background music was Lenny Kravitz), my teacher brought us to a simple pose and had us hold it. "What if I've said all I had to say?" he asked. "What if we just stayed here in this posture for the rest of class?"

My first reaction was panic. My second reaction was irritation. Finally, I gave up and focused on my breath, emptying myself of all expectations and regrets. And stayed in that posture quietly awaiting the next cue. Trusted. Surrendered. And sure enough, we moved onto the next posture. 

Felt God was speaking to me at that moment. I keep awaiting the "next step." Keep wanting to plan ahead. Give it up to God. Focus on breathing in and out, on being present in my life. Stay quietly and await the next cue. Trust and surrender. Above all, keep listening. And he will move me forward when the time is right.

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

Been having lots of crazy dreams about losing my teeth...

so I looked up "teeth" in a dream dictionary:

"My Teeth Are Falling"

Dreams that your teeth are falling out are the most common dreams we here at Dream Moods receive. Common dream scenarios include having your teeth crumble in your hands, fall out one by one with just a light tap, grow crooked or rot. Such dreams are not only horrifying and shocking, but often leaves the dreamer with a lasting image of the dream. So what does it mean?

One theory is that dreams about your teeth reflect your anxiety about your appearance and how others perceive you. Sadly, we live in a world where good looks are valued highly and your teeth play an important role in conveying that image. Teeth are used in the game of flirtations, whether it be a dazzling and gleaming smile or affectionate necking. These dreams may stem from a fear of your sexual impotence or the consequences of getting old. Teeth are an important feature of our attractiveness and presentation to others. Everybody worries about how they appear to others. Caring about our appearance is natural and healthy.

Another rationalization for these falling teeth dream may be rooted in your fear of being embarrassed or making a fool of yourself in some specific situation. These dreams are an over-exaggeration of your worries and anxiety.

Teeth are used to bite, tear, chew and gnaw. In this regard, teeth represent power. And the loss of teeth in your dream may be from a sense of powerlessness. Are you lacking power in some current situation? Perhaps you are having difficulties expressing yourself or getting your point across. You feel frustrated when your voice is not being heard. You may be experiencing feelings of inferiority and a lack of self-confidence in some situation or relationship in your life. This dream is an indication that you need to be more assertive and believe in the value of your own opinion.

In the latest research, it has been shown that women in menopause have frequent dreams about teeth. This may be related to getting older and/or feeling unattractive and less feminine.

Traditionally, it was thought that dreaming that you did not have teeth, represent malnutrition which may be applicable to some dreamers.

Other Perspectives

A scriptural interpretation for bad or falling teeth indicate that you are putting your faith, trust, and beliefs in what man thinks rather than in the word of God. The bible says that God speaks once, yea twice in a dream or a vision in order to hide pride from us, to keep us back from the pit, to open our ears (spiritually) and to instruct and correct us.

In the Greek culture, when you dream about loose, rotten, or missing teeth, it indicates that a family member or close friend is very sick or even near death.

According to the Chinese, there is a saying that your teeth will fall out if your are telling lies.

It has also been said that if you dream of your teeth falling out, then it symbolizes money. This is based on the old tooth fairy story. If you lose a tooth and leave it under the pillow, a tooth fairy would bring you money.

Monday, March 02, 2009

Education System

Verrrrry excited to hear that the education system reform is taking a step in the right direction. Problem is, longer school days will do no good in a culture where knowledge and education aren't being valued...

On a side note, I'm unashamedly smitten with our very ambitious president.

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